Risik

Assalamu’alaikum,

Today was a special day. 🙊 

We had pre-risik two weeks before, now risik becomes pre-engagement. 😂 

Everything was last minute. I had meetings the previous day and had to babysit lina’s children. I was quite nervous honestly. Because I was nervous, I tried to run from that nervousness. Haha 

Sempat lagi tu beraya previous night. The night before pun I managed to discuss with bapa about the list. 

A bit of challenge in the morning. Especially when I thought I was alone. And my family is a bit of last minute type. Who thinks positively. Who think that we can manage things on time. Sempat lagi tu bergosip (when they finally arrived). 😅 

Then bapa lectured and cakap karang inda sempat. 1 hour is not that long you know.

He was right. Of course. 

And of course, we managed to set up everything on time. Especially with Isa’s organizing skills. I believe that he can be a good catering manager. Haha. May Allah Bless him. 

Little did we know that Hanafi’s side gave us something. And now some people might misunderstood and think that I’m engaged. Ohwell 😂 alhamdulillah everything went well.

Looking forward for the next event! ☺️ 

I feel calmer now. I think hehe

Sorry hanafi 🙊 we should’ve taken picture together in your car 🙊🙊🙊 

Goodnight

Assalamu’alaikum,

I’m actually nervous. This week will be very hectic. I need to relax and calm down. 

My brain can’t stop thinking. I feel restless. I can’t stop thinking of my future, our future, and I even think of pension life (and I’ve been only working for 6 months. Ha ha). I wonder. When should I start? When will I start? Where should I invest?

Calm down. And breath. 

For sure, if it is my rezeki, insyaAllah, it will be meant to be. 

I should start doing the kelulut business haha instead of thinking further and further something that is impractical and not affordable. 

Somehow, writing this calms me down. 😂 

Goodnight, this blog is no longer berhabuk. 

Love,

D

😢

Demam and insecure 😢😢😢

Been awhile

Assalamu’alaikum,

My life is disorganised. Things are falling apart. Sometimes I feel that I’m losing myself. I don’t know what to prioritize because there are so many things to do! 

Basically, I lost focus. 

And I know the reason.

Because I forgot the basic things in life, the foundation of life. The reason why I’m doing things in life.

To become a better muslim. ❤️

Each and everyday. 

I couldn’t calm down because I forgot this verse. 

‘Those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah – Islamic Monotheism), and whose hearts find rest in the remembrance of Allah, Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest.’ (13:28)

I couldn’t calm down because I wasn’t istiqamah in reading Al-Quran. I was thinking logically. 

InsyaAllah, I’m trying. To become a better muslimah.